Loss Of Energy

Sore. David Sylvian - Darkest Dreaming.Is asking to add some plot and storyline to Role Playing Game members who post nothing but sex that much to ask? Why are people so hung up on sex? There are other things in life too. Sex isnt everything.

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Blank. None.Well I changed the layout, probably the first time I have ever changed it since being here. I made it simular to my Ryuichi Sakamoto community which I created here when I first started. Dont think Im finished with the colors yet, but too tired to keep playing with it at the moment.You know, I find it extreamly hard to update this thing, I don't know why, i can write pages at home in my stupid diary, but here, I just go blank.

Beauty

Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence

Indescribable. Y.M.O. - Silence Of Time.*Sigh* Everytime I watch this movie, I just cant get enough of these two. :-)

Been a while!

Cold. Sound Effects - Rain & Thunder.Hi, yeah its been ages huh? I been Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy - Sick - Busy and so on. Managed to write 2 new songs though in the process, also become involed in a new project! go to www.chainmusic2.com to read all about it. You'll even find one of my songs there for download and another one of them in the chainmusic2 link. Pretty proud of them too. All the musicians are really creative. Hmmm what else? Its like freezing here, probably one of the coldest Winters however we havent had any rain, I am really growing concerned about this, we really need rain, and it drives me crazy how some people waste water. Anyway, I hope to post more often in here, miss you!

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Anxious. None.Well today was an interesting day. I went out to town, Sydney city was beautiful today, misty and nice. I took some photos of the city and the Hotel that David Bowie was still in at the time. Then I went to the Hotel that Bowie was staying in and sat in front of the entrance for about 2 hours. There were 2 other people there I didnt know. Anyway about 2 pm a black car drove out of the garage and drove passed us, he was in it. I waved at him, and I think he waved back at us. I was hoping he would come out, so that I could get his autograph, but this was nice too. Just felt like sharing :-) Ah well.Then had lunch at a nice cafe and all that shit. blah blah. Finally found some chopsticks for the hair... gee, this is so boring.

Last Night's Bowie Show In Sydney!!

Content. David Bowie - Iv'e Been Waiting For You.**SPEECHLESS IN COMPLETE AWE*** It was the most ultimate lifetime experience of my life. I sat so close, on the third row, saw his every detail and feature! and i saw him stare at me. I was smiling so wide my cheeks were hurting, then he pointed at me and mimic-ed my smile lol! Oh it was incredible.. I have no words whatsoever to describe it, the show was just breath taking. He did a few naughty vulger movements during "pu**y and Cars" which had me laughing, And his voice was just beautiful. I cried all the way through "Life on Mars" and others. I wish I had a camera. It was just............*sigh* He talked a lot to the crowd which was really good, he had an incredible sense of humour, and was in a spectacular mood. I wish I could be going to tonight's second show, but I couldnt afford it. But Last night left me complete. Theres so much more to share, and so many emotions I am going through right now. Here are some photos... Click to enlarge.      Thanks to Lorette and Michelle for the live pics.These were the songs he did...01 Rebel Rebel 02 New Killer Star 03 Reality 04 Fame 05 Cactus 06 5:15 The Angels Have Gone 07 All The Young Dudes 08 China Girl 09 A New Career In A New Town 10 The Loneliest Guy 11 The Man Who Sold The World 12 Hallo Spaceboy 13 Sunday 14 Under Pressure 15 Life On Mars? 16 Looking For Water 17 Fantastic Voyage 18 Days 19 White Light, White Heat 20 Ashes To Ashes 21 I'm Afraid Of Americans 22 "Heroes" (Encore) 23 I've Been Waiting For You 24 Five Years 25 Suffragette City 26 Ziggy Stardust

Bowie in Sydney

Anxious. David Bowie - Im Deranged.I just saw Bowie on the news yesterday and today this morning, He is now currently in Sydney, commenting on the big ships and all that. He looks great in front of the harbour bridge lol. I never been this close to him and its pretty exciting being a long time fan. I wish I knew which hotel he was staying in, I would go find him lol, or stalk him hehehe I have a few idea's where he might be staying, but I dont know for sure. He's leaving today for Brisbane anyway for tonight's show. I cant wait till Friday :)Vicky

Random Stuff

Sleepy. Yellow Magic Orchestra - Behind The Mask.So like, I got this kinda fatigue thing happening every day now, where I feel so damn sleepy, and lose concentration all the time. Im seeing the doctor about it today, but does anyone know of anything that could keep you awake? any remedies?How about making glitter stay on the skin without irratating? So how is everyone? I hope you all been well. Nothing new happening here. But I wondered, how do you tell someone nicely thay they need to change their clothes more often because they start to smell without upsetting them? Thats gross.Anyway... zzzzzz

YAY!

Excited. Vangelis - So long ago, So clear.Bowie is now in Wellington N.Z.!!! I am so excited!5 more days and he'll be here! and 3 more days after the 5 and Ill be seeing him live! had to let out my excitement somewhere.

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Aggravated. Enigma - Return to Innocence.How come whenever I try to put a picture here, it comes out as a broken link ( an x on the pic) even when I am doing it right? with the img src code thingee?

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Aggravated. Enigma - Return to Innocence.How come whenever I try to put a picture here, it comes out as a broken link ( an x on the pic) even when I am doing it right? with the img src code thingee?

Oriental Flute

Okay. David Sylvian - Darkest Dreaming.I Would like to share a poem that I wrote, I am no writer, but It came out... Oriental Flute By Vicky GavriToday I saw a beautiful manSitting on the hot summer sand.His eyes were dark, a little sadLips were full and skin was tanned.He wore a hat, An old fashioned suitDarkish Grey and shiny black boots.He reached for something that looked oldenFrom his pocket came something golden.I squint my eyes for a better lookIt was a pretty flute that he took.Then they both became connectedHe held it lovingly and protected.With his left hand he began to playA tune so far from this day.It sounded something JapaneseCarried through the ocean breeze.I watched him close as he playedHow long I must have stayed.A storm began, strong and grandHe dropped the instrument in the sand.On his knees he fell with displeasureSearching desperately for his treasure.I simply couldn't understandWhy he was only using one hand.From the sky fell heavy rainMingling with his tears of pain.I should have just walked awayBut my heart just made me stay.I approached the troubled manKnelt before him in the sand.He looked up from his place.It was the first time I properly saw his face.His eyes were shiny full of sadnessWished I could take him from this madness.I offered a smile, much as it would permitThen reached down to help him find it.Somehow it seemed to cause him alarmIt was then I noticed he only had one arm.He starred at me with eyes of plead.I felt like my soul had started to bleed.I reached out to touch his cheekI felt him shake, then fall weak.I watched him as he closed his eyesAnd then he softly began to cry.I reached to him and pulled him closeI held him with emotion exposed.I don't know how long his arm was around me.Or how long his head rested on me.A moment, or a lifetime passedI thought I found my love at last.But finally he let me go.I knew he wouldn't let me grow.He looked down into the wet land.And found his treasure in the sand.Into my hand the flute he placed.He wrapped my fingers around its embrace.Then whispered foreign words so gentleMust have been something oriental.He gave me a tender smile close up.My eyes followed as he stood upThen he turned around and leftMy heart suffered the greatest theft.I knew I would never again seehis face, that would keep haunting me.Foreign music, voice so clear...Were the only echoes I could still hear.Things will never be the same.I never even knew his name. Copyright © of Vicky Gavri

Been a while...

Blah. Tong Poo - By Y.M.O.Haven't been here for a while, not much happening, no excitement, been very sick. Had this really strange kind of lump feeling in my throat, couldn't swallow, its a bit better. But I don't wanna complain lol. I cant wait for the 20th Feb, when I go to see Bowie! Cant wait. Bought these really great Y.M.O. (Yellow Magic Orchestra) DVD's off Ebay. That kind of stuff is totally non existent here. Anyway take care all.

Merry Christmas

Calm. Fire Cracker - By Y.M.O.I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas. I send all my love.

New Community

Bored. David Bowie - New Killer Star.I was bored so I created a Ryuichi Sakamoto community.ryuichisakamotoI don't expect it to get members or even work out, but I liked playing around with colors and stuff. I hate boredom. Still in the middle of getting the hang of this thing. Finally completed my Christmas shopping. Don't you hate it when you ask someone what they like and they say 'uh, nothin' or you ask them what kind of present they would like because you have no clue at all what to get them and they say "Don't worry about it" which only makes it harder to find them a gift since you are not going to just not worry about it, you have no idea what kind of things they like since they dont ever tell you about it.Finding presents for family is worse. Whats your worse present? what do you hate getting for presents? I hate getting clothes for presents because its always something that I wouldnt wear.About the capture of Saddam Hussein, all I can say is... now what? what happens next. This whole thing scares me, everything, since it ever started.

Frustration

Frustrated. Ryuichi Sakamoto - TangoFrustrated, learning another language is hard work. I been trying to learn Japanese for a couple of weeks and its just frustrating the hell out of me. Sentences are a problem, but most of all I am having problems pronouncing their "R's" and "L's" they seem to be interchangeable and hard to tell the difference between. Can anyone say an "R" without rolling the tongue? or by placing your tongue on the back of your top teeth? If you master it, let me know!Other then that everything else seems peachy, I don't write much, nothing exciting here. Looking forward to Next year's Bowie show here in Sydney. Though I heard he cancelled a few in U.S.A. due to Influenza. Ouch.

Expectations

Blank. None.Why is it that just because we are children we are expected to respect parents, but as children we have to earn our parents respect? why do we as children have to make our parents proud of us in order to be respected?

Joining In..

Blank. None.So, this is my first time using Live Journal, and I don't really know what I'm gonna do with it yet. New to this. But looking forward to it, and wanted to say hello to everyone who remembers me lol, and bare with me, I might have a hard time remembering your names, and they seem to have all changed too!A big huge thank you to Elise. Your such a sweetheart.